R.I.P Koala. :'(

My dog passed away today.....

It happened when I was snapping photos of her for my assignment.
I took it out, took a piece of cloth and let her play with the cloth, I was trying to get a natural shot..
Until she jumped up and accidentally landed on her back, it wasn't very high. But eventually, she let out a soft yell and froze up.

I was stunned. I quickly lift her up and tried to wake her up. I was shouting at my sis asking her to call dad. And then I tried waking her up by calling her over and over again, but she never woke up.

I tried massaging her neck and gave her mouth to mouth, but her tongue turned white and her heart stopped beating..
Then dad came back and told me she's dead...
Just like that... she's gone.

One second she was hopping all over the dining room and the next thing you know, she's dead.
..All because I wanted to snap photos of her.
If I hadn't take her out, she would still be around..

I miss how she would always run to my room and bite my socks.
I miss how she would always bite our toes and jump all over the dining room.
Although her bites hurt, but we didn't really mind.
I miss how she used to lick us when she was younger.
I miss how she always greeted me in the morning when I walk pass her cage.
I miss her.... :'(

I feel so bad..
If only I hadn't let her play with the cloth, she wouldn't get so hyped up..
She was a cute little dog..
Everytime I close my eyes, I keep getting flashbacks of how she died.
It's all too sudden.
Everything happened in a blink of an eye.

"Seriously, I feel very sorry..
Please forgive me.
I didn't want for all this to happen.
It was a big lost losing you..
We all miss you very much and we all wish you were still here with us.
Although you were only here with us for a few months, you were family."

You will be missed, Koala.
Please rest in peace.


These are photos of her right before she died.

Awesome things never last..